Love button, poophead, dumb butt, Wade.
August 6th, 2013. You flew into New York all the way from Colorado just to see me. I remember that day as if it happened yesterday, and I loved every bit of it. Your nervous eyes, my awkward legs. I laid my big brown eyes on your bright blue eyes is a day I will never forget.
The day I first met you.
The first picture we took together on that day, my love. A picture so simple but means so much to me.
As soon as we met, we clicked so fast. Do you remember my love? How close we were, how comfortable we were and all the weird but lovely things we did together? Those are the days that I can never forget. Those are the days that remind me why I am so in love with you.
I know this has been a crazy year between you and I. I know we fought, laughed, cried and did things no other couple would do. But I loved every bit of it. We went through some horrible things together, but that was never enough to break us. We just grew stronger, and stronger and learned so much from each other. I don’t see me living my life without you in it.
I love everything you do for me. Every single one, and trust me I realize the things you do. I know you hate doing things for me sometimes, but you do it anyways. I know you try your best to make me smile each time and I love you more and more just for that.
I remember how great it was in August, our first 10 days together.
Then our two weeks together in december.
And our three months together this August.
I remember all the times we skyped in between. I remember all the times you’ve made me laugh and you made me cry. I remember how great it felt just to hold you for the first time again after so long. I love holding you, I love being with you, kissing you, supporting you, cleaning for you, cooking mac and cheese after you got home from work, walking over to pathmark just to go see you, getting snacks on our walks home. I know those werent the big and amazing dates we’ve been on, but its all the little things we did everyday make me miss you so much.
I hate that we weren’t able to spend our one year anniversary together, but that’s okay. Because hopefully, in roughly 4 months, you’ll be here for good. And we could love each other every day. We can be with each other again and support each other, no matter what comes in our way.
We can do this Wade, because all I know is that I love you and you love me. And when we are together, anything is possible.
I remember the first time you got me flowers on Aug 5 2014. These are the most beautiful flowers anyone has every gotten me. And it means so much more coming from you.
I remember the day we spent 4th of July together, watching the fireworks right under the brooklyn bridge. I saw how amazed you are, and I just felt so in love with you. It was a crazy night, but a night I know i’ll never forget.
I remember the time I went to chipotle, and watched you grill for the first time. When I went to support you, and eat free chipotle of course. I hate that you don’t work there anymore, i know how much you loved it. And i know how perfect the location was. But everything happens for a reason, and I know that there are better and greater things that will happen when you come here again.
And then there was that time we spent 6 hours to make our own SIMS
and the beach days where I showed you im NFL material
I love you so much. I loved every bit we spend together, on skype, texting, calling and in real life. I miss everything about actually being with you. And no matter what, everything will be okay because I know I’m meant to be with you. I can’t picture my days without you.
We have so many more memories to make.
Here’s to a crazy, but wonderful year being with you.
I love you so much.
Happy one year anniversary, even though I’m celebrating every day we are together.
My thighs are huge cuz they’re full of secrets
Wrap them around my ears and let me hear them all
Smooth as fuck
*GETS FURIOUSLY JEALOUS OVER LITTLE THINGS THAT DONT MATTER*